There is no way to express how much I miss you. I see you in the strangest places, and in the most unexpected moments I think of you. I am 39 now, you have been gone eleven years. I have two little kids and two older ones also. I think you would be proud of me, Vanessa and Linnea. Linnea continues to make the farm more and more amazing. Last year, she restored the stone wall and put in a slate pool. Vanessa has a beautiful baby boy in still lives in NYC with her husband. She has been accepted to grad school in the fall, I don't know how she will do it all. I guess Mom taught her how. I live in Mexico now and am very happy here, I think of Catica often. I went to visit Dicki in Tarrytown a few months ago, she is still alive but doesn't remember who I am or who anyone is...
Life will never be the same without you. You are my Dad.